Sandro’s Stones

I was so, so outraged/let down/sickened by Sandro’s cheating on Reno that I had to turn to the book to try to glean some reason for it, some little thing that might elucidate his motive behind it and quell my disgust. I have not really found anything hefty enough yet, anything that would justify it. But here is my attempt at exploring the how could he! in all of this: page 364, and Sandro is discussing figurative stones and the idea that the soul is a thing that has to be weighted down — or at least, people feel that they have to hold down their inner beings with certain distractions, people, or passions, that the soul is something that’s truly a part of us and therefore something lose-able. “You had to maintain your hold on it by vigilantly keeping watch over whatever slight and intangible thing gave your life meaning. Call it a soul, or presence” (364).

I think Sandro keeps hold on his soul (or thinks that he does) by wrapping women like Talia, Giddle, and Gloria in his wake, having them influenced by his influence. They provide a sort of comfort and familiarity to his life, and a feeling of being needed, as he describes with the medley of wives he’s had flings with: “he let himself be enjoyed by these women who dictated” (370). There is a sense of self-worth, then, that Sandro extracts from these interactions; they are stones, keeping his soul weighed down and shaped, giving order to something he views as “airy and evanescent” (364). And I think it began with Talia. With her there is forwardness, an offering – “it became a habit he relied on” (370). So when she comes again into his life, even with Reno at his side — so generous and wide-eyed — he can’t resist from picking up this proffered stone again, to ballast a flighty soul.

Advertisements

One comment on “Sandro’s Stones

  1. I think that the point you make about the relationship between Sandro’s behavior with women, his thoughts on the soul, and his self-worth is interesting. I’d simply like to introduce another passage that seems like it belongs within this discussion. It is at the top of page 372, and it is where Sandro speaks of the way that one’s “acts” defines oneself and of the function of calling oneself an “asshole” to distance oneself from the acts so that those “asshole”-ish acts do not have to be part of the definition of self. It’s interesting to consider that in one passage (about the soul and the stones), Sandro seems to defend his behavior with women as a way to enhance his self-worth, and in the later passage, he seems to recognize that to associate himself (rather than just the asshole version of himself) with this behavior would be to decrease his self-worth. This is curiously complicated, but I’m interested.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s